Alison has it all. A doting husband, adorable daughter, and a career on the rise – she’s just been given her first murder case to defend. But all is never as it seems…
Just one more night. Then I’ll end it.
Alison drinks too much. She’s neglecting her family. And she’s having an affair with a colleague whose taste for pushing boundaries may be more than she can handle.
I did it. I killed him. I should be locked up.
Alison’s client doesn’t deny that she stabbed her husband – she wants to plead guilty. And yet something about her story is deeply amiss. Saving this woman may be the first step to Alison saving herself.
I’m watching you. I know what you’re doing.
But someone knows Alison’s secrets. Someone who wants to make her pay for what she’s done, and who won’t stop until she’s lost everything….
Oh Alison, what a tragic and unfulfilling life you lead. Alison’s making a right mess of her life and it’s of her own doing. Should I feel compassion? I’m not going to lie, it was hard to sympathise. She’s such a strong woman and then she shows such weakness, drinking excessively and making a fool of herself time and time again. She also has an affair and the worst part is that it isn’t even with anyone nice. Patrick’s debasing treatment of her and the rough sex he forces her into, all on his terms and how he pleases, were enough not to care for him at all. Not even after all that’s happened, he just sunk too low for me to crawl out of that pit.
I didn’t like Alison either but from what I’ve heard and seen myself in real life I know that drinking is a common problem among barristers, so it’s not so strange after all. If it were any other novel I’d have the reaction too that it’s yet another alcoholic, but I feel it’s quite justified here. And of course you can find adultery in all businesses… I’m just hoping they’re not all so loathsome as Patrick. I know that lawyers are in second place of professions with the most psychopaths (CEO’s are number one btw), and he sure comes close.
I was so very focused on Alison and her personal life that I’d almost forget there’s a legal part to this novel too. She’s working on the testimony of a woman who shot her husband and she has to decide the best way of presenting the case. I enjoyed the insight and reading about the different possibilities of going forward here but I can’t say I didn’t see any of it coming right from the start. I do read a lot of these type of novels though so maybe not so surprising I’m naturally inclined to think of every possibility.
I was more surprised however when I reached the ending of the novel… I completely forgot what drew me into this novel at first, being so preoccupied with everything else that was going on with Alison and her marriage, so I find that a really good thing and I was quite shocked when I suddenly remembered that part again. The ending was very fitting and I sure know I’ll never look at blood oranges the same way ever again. It’ll always, always be associated with this novel now :-).
I received a free copy of this novel from a lovely blog friend. This is my own opinion.