3096 Days by Natascha Kampusch #BookReview

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On 2 March 1998 ten-year-old Natascha Kampusch was snatched off the street by a stranger and bundled into a white van. Hours later she found herself in a dark cellar, wrapped in a blanket. When she emerged eight years later, her childhood had gone.

In “3,096 Days” Natascha tells her incredible story for the first time: her difficult childhood, what exactly happened on the day of her abduction, her imprisonment in a five-square-metre dungeon, and the mental and physical abuse she suffered from her abductor, Wolfgang Priklopil.

“3,096 Days” is ultimately a story about the triumph of the human spirit. It describes how, in a situation of almost unbearable hopelessness, she slowly learned how to manipulate her captor. And how, against inconceivable odds, she managed to escape unbroken.

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3096 days is another book that I’ve had for years but was a little scared to read. I knew only a few things about Natasha Kampush and that was only what had happened on the last day of her captivity. For all these years I had lived with the impression that she had had some freedom, she was outside after all. It’s really a very good thing that she had the courage to write this book and tell everyone what exactly she had to endure during these 8 long years.

However strange it sounds, Natasha doesn’t come across as a traumatized victim. She’s such a strong person, even at the tender age of 10 years, and I’m sure that’s what helped her get through this. I’m not sure I would have been able to if I were in her place.

She doesn’t talk about sexual abuse although I don’t doubt there was since he wanted to control her in every way possible. Her captor cut off all her hair, he gave her another name (she wasn’t allowed to mention her real name), he told her lies about the windows being booby-trapped and who he would kill if she escaped. The many ways he tries to demolish her identity are astounding but he was never able to break her completely.

He had many problems, was OCD and anorexic and she almost didn’t get any food at all while she had to cook all his meals. He would bring her video tapes or other things she asked for but while cooking, cleaning and helping him renovate the house he would accuse her of anything and everything and use a lot of violence against her.

Natasha also explains in the book why she can also mention some good things about him and doesn’t only see him as a monster. This view helped her to cope and survive while she was held. As she says it’s always in movies that everyone is 100% good or 100% bad. The media isn’t really happy with her viewpoint and even tries to tell her how she should feel and think but she doesn’t care, she doesn’t fold to others anymore, she does she and I love her for it.

I’m not going to lie, yes 3096 days is heavy stuff but it is told not coldly but with enough detachment to not let the reader feel utterly depressed. Natasha is so strong and I admire her resilience so much. I don’t regret reading her story at all, quite the opposite.

I’d rather not rate this book because it doesn’t feel right in a way but it’s also a five star read because she describes her situation and environment very well and the writing was very accessible.

I bought a second-hand copy of this novel. This is my honest opinion.

Every Move You Make by C.L. Taylor #BookReview

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Alex, Lucy, River and Bridget.

Four people with one thing in common: they are all being stalked. Their lives are filled with daily terror. Always watching. Always waiting. And never knowing what – or who – is hiding in the shadows.

But this group of four used to be five, until the terrible day their friend Nat was followed home by her stalker…

Coming together for Nat’s funeral, they are handed a wreath saying RIP. However, this isn’t a wreath in memory of Nat – it’s for them, with a card dated in ten days’ time.

It’s a clear message: in ten days, one Jo them will die. And the only way to stop the killer is to get closer than they ever dared to their stalkers. The very people who want them dead…

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This novel is so tense, I absolutely loved it. Being single isn’t so bad at all if you see what could happen to you.

Alex, Lucy, River and Bridget are the members of a WhatsApp group for people being stalked. Their life was already agony but now it seems that one of them receives the message they will be murdered, only it’s unclear who is targeted. And so the countdown from 10 days to 0 and the nail-biting starts (and the regular stalking continues).

Every Move You Make is a real page-turner. Some of them know their stalker really well, other stalkers remain invisible and I don’t know what’s worse. The only thing they can do to keep safe is balancing on a fine rope of both keeping track of their stalkers whereabouts and staying far away from them.

My  thoughts also wondered for a while why they simply didn’t go to the police but some of them have good reasons not to go to the police and one of them did actually report their stalker. It’s a fact that the police can’t do much, as usual, so it’s really up to them to find out who they should most be afraid of. The stalkers can’t know but they’re the ones who’ll be watched next. Now there’s a taste of your own medicine ha!

Every Move You Make kept me guessing throughout the novel. The scene at the bar made me even doubt characters I was rooting for until then. Who to trust, it’s certainly a difficult one this time, but I loved the twists and the fight or flight mode was brilliantly done.

I really liked the personal note the author included at the end of the novel, sharing her own story and what inspired her to write this novel. It’s horrible of course but at least one good thing came out of it because she delivered a very gripping novel. The only down part is that I‘m stuck with singing the title of this novel, every single time I see it. And then it feels like it just stops mid-sentence so I need to finish the sentence. Isn’t it a little twisted that it’s a song from The Police or am I completely paranoid after reading this? OK we’ll have that discussion another time.

I received a free ecopy of this novel from the publisher via Netgalley to read and review. This is still my honest opinion.

Nothing More to Tell by Karen M. McManus #BookReview

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True crime can leave a false trail.

Four years ago, Brynn left Saint Ambrose School following the shocking murder of her favourite teacher. The case was never solved, but she’s sure that the three kids who found Mr. Larkin’s body know more than they’re telling, especially her ex-best friend Tripp Talbot. He’s definitely hiding something.

When Brynn gets an internship working on a popular true-crime show, she decides to investigate what really happened that day in the woods. But the further she dives into the past, the more secrets she finds.

Four years ago someone got away with murder. Now it’s time to uncover the truth . . .

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The time is right for another YA novel and who’s bound to make me happy a reader? You’re right, that honor goes to Karen M. McManus. This is the fifth book by this author that I’ve read and all the previous ones were also either four or five star reads for me. Nothing More to Tell was an enjoyable read although my patience was a little tested here again. Once the ball goes rolling though it’s like a freaking pinball machine.

There were three students who found a dead teacher and years later it’s clear that they are keeping a secret. They don’t talk about that day to anyone or to each other so that was enough proof for me that there was definitely more to discover. I wondered why they were covering for each other. McManus is one of the few authors that is guaranteed to come up with an explanation and make it sound plausible.

Brynn is like a young Veronica Mars and she probably has skills to make a monkey dance, ok or at least make a witness talk in this case and then the hot potato of the whodunnit is passed from one person to another and it’s a long LONG list. Bizarre but the only suspect for me wasn’t on it :-). I guess I’m thinking too  broadly :-). I read a few reviews that state there’s no clear killer in the end but there most definitely is, the reason why is explained as well and it makes sense so I have no idea where that’s coming from. Anyway, the killer was someone that was in my suspect pool but was dismissed at some point, then with all the background story that is gradually revealed about Mr Larkin, a potential motive presents itself just like that. I did love how several people could have done it and were cleared each time because new information reached Brynn.

If I may give one point of critique it’s that the memorial and garden for Mr. Larkin was a project that was started but it stays a bit of a loose end. Nothing More To Tell didn’t tromp The Cousins for me but I really enjoyed reading this, it had so many twists and turns and it made me very happy that my sleuthing skills were put to work (more in overdrive).

I bought a paperback copy of this novel. This is my honest opinion.

The No-Show by Beth O’Leary #BookReview

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8.52 a.m. Siobhan’s looking forward to her date with Joseph. Breakfast on Valentine’s Day surely means something … so where is he?

2.43 p.m. Miranda’s hoping that a Valentine’s Day lunch with Carter will be the perfect way to celebrate her new job. But why hasn’t he shown up?

6.30 p.m. Joseph Carter agreed to be Jane’s fake boyfriend at a dreaded engagement party tonight. But he’s not here…

Meet Joseph Carter. That is, if you can find him.

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First of all, if you’re not too keen on reading books with love triangles… you still shouldn’t write this one off too soon. In all honesty, with 3 women waiting for the same man I wasn’t very sure I was going to like this book so much either but I was wrong because I didn’t have any problems rooting for all 3, although I have to say that I identified mostly with Jane who swore off love and was happy just living with her daily routines and cat Theodore. She’s not looking for love and uses Joseph as a fake boyfriend. Still even as a fake boyfriend he stood her up. I’m just saying that you might judge easily from the start but trust me when I say that there’s much more going on than meets the eye.

I had to find this out the hard way though, I was so ready to hate Joseph from the start.. the audacity of the man with these three women, I mean come on! He certainly wasn’t my dream guy. And yet, I felt for him at the end of the story and I can only say that the ending won’t let you down, the right choices are made and there’s definitely a happy ending.

While I had a feeling how Miranda’s plotline was going to develop, I had no idea what was in store for Siobhan or Jane. Who was going to end up with him? I was afraid that he wouldn’t choose the woman I wanted him to choose and while it didn’t go as I thought it would, it was exactly as it was meant to be. It turns out to be a feel good story after all!

I bought an ecopy of The No-Show last year because I loved The Flatshare and it was 99p at that moment. While I was reading it I already wished I had gone for a paperback because it’s such a good one to have and keep in the library, so I definitely want a paperback of one of her next books. For fans of Lucy Dillon, Ruth Hogan, Paige Toon etc. this one’s very recommended.

I bought an ecopy of this novel. This is my honest opinion.

Escaping from Houdini by Kerri Maniscalco (Stalking Jack the Ripper Book 3) #BookReview

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Audrey Rose Wadsworth and her partner-in-crime-investigation, Thomas Cresswell, are en route to New York to help solve another blood-soaked mystery. Embarking on a week-long voyage across the Atlantic on the opulent RMS Etruria, they’re delighted to discover a travelling troupe of circus performers, fortune tellers, and a certain charismatic young escape artist entertaining the first-class passengers nightly.

But then, privileged young women begin to go missing without explanation, and a series of brutal slayings shocks the entire ship. The disturbing influence of the Moonlight Carnival pervades the decks as the murders grow ever more freakish, with nowhere to escape except the unforgiving sea. It’s up to Audrey Rose and Thomas to piece together the gruesome investigation as even more passengers die before reaching their destination. But with clues to the next victim pointing to someone she loves, can Audrey Rose unravel the mystery before the killer’s horrifying finale?

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star three and a half

This is the third book in the Jack The Ripper series and I very high expectations for this one. I absolutely love magic and illusions so Houdini certainly made me want to read this. I’m not sure, however, this one tops my favorite of the series so far, which was the first one of the series, Stalking Jack The Ripper.

I find this novel a hard one to review because there wasn’t anything I didn’t like. In general I just missed some real twists and thrills, even though the travelling entertainment on board (The Midnight Carnival) did its best every night to dazzle the people on board of the RMS Etruria on their way to New York and the reader at the same time.

The travelling company’s leader is run by the enigmatic Mephistopheles and it wasn’t only Audrey Rose Wadsworth who was under his spell. I could see his attraction and the fact that he hid his face behind a mask only made him more of a fascinating enigma. Of course I felt bad for Audrey Rose’s partner-in-crime Thomas Cresswell who doesn’t hide his love for her but I never believed for one minute she would really fall for Mephistopheles. The author alludes to this rivalry and a (faux or not so faux after all?) love triangle for most of the novel and it might not be what some readers hoped for since Thomas Cresswell is just perfect but it’s good to see that there might be another person who matches well with Audrey Rose. I enjoyed reading about this potential new love interest, the author did a great job with Mephistopheles. I felt bad for Thomas but also for Mephistopheles because I believed he was really into her too so whoever she decided on, someone was going to lose.

As far as the mystery and murders go, it was all very mystifying but there were not really enough clues along the way to really be able to figure this one out although I wasn’t quite surprised when the true killer’s identity was revealed either.

I was intrigued by the character of Houdini (although none of his tricks were explained which was not totally unexpected but still a bummer) and I loved that the author included a photo of the real Houdini in the book which made it feel more authentic but he didn’t get a lot more attention than any of the other characters and I kind of expected the story to focus more on him.

Overall it was a good read but I think I missed a real ace up the sleeve in this book. I’m still debating whether I’m going to continue with the series or not.

I bought a paperback copy of this novel. This is my honest opinion.

The Housemaid by Freida McFadden #BookReview

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“Welcome to the family,” Nina Winchester says as I shake her elegant, manicured hand. I smile politely, gazing around the marble hallway. Working here is my last chance to start fresh. I can pretend to be whoever I like. But I’ll soon learn that the Winchesters’ secrets are far more dangerous than my own…

Every day I clean the Winchesters’ beautiful house top to bottom. I collect their daughter from school. And I cook a delicious meal for the whole family before heading up to eat alone in my tiny room on the top floor.

I try to ignore how Nina makes a mess just to watch me clean it up. How she tells strange lies about her own daughter. And how her husband Andrew seems more broken every day. But as I look into Andrew’s handsome brown eyes, so full of pain, it’s hard not to imagine what it would be like to live Nina’s life. The walk-in closet, the fancy car, the perfect husband.

I only try on one of Nina’s pristine white dresses once. Just to see what it’s like. But she soon finds out… and by the time I realize my attic bedroom door only locks from the outside, it’s far too late.

But I reassure myself: the Winchesters don’t know who I really am.

They don’t know what I’m capable of…

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I’m late to the party but I finally read my first Freida McFadden novel. I didn’t have high expectations really and at first I wondered what all the hype was about because I could see from a mile away what was going on with Nina, but oh boy I couldn’t be more wrong!

It was easy to sympathize with Millie, the new ‘housemaid’ of the Winchesters. Nina is kind one moment but the next she’s accusing Millie of stealing or some other bad thing. I felt my hatred for Nina growing and wasn’t it obvious that she’s not got all her ducks in a row? Millie doesn’t have a choice but to endure her mood swings and her forgetfulness because she needs that job. I can say that she didn’t feel nearly as frustrated as I did with her employer’s behavior. In all honesty, up until then I thought it was a good read even if it was a bit predictable, and I really didn’t get the hype.

This all changed in the second part of the novel where major, massive, enormous (you get it, right) twists and turns were starting to unfold. This part dives into Nina’s past and her character started to make so much more sense, which in turn made me feel apprehensive for Millie’s future… The scene with the hair pulling (if you read it you won’t have any problem remembering this) had my heart in a vice! I couldn’t believe it, I was horrified yet mesmerized and I couldn’t stop reading! I also suddenly had an idea what might be in store for Millie in the future and I wondered how there could be put a stop to it. The author just kept on giving these deliciously dark twists and I was hooked till the very end of it.

The Housemaid is a really great read (you certainly shouldn’t judge it by its cover like I did) and while it’s quite dark (I think someone could be sentenced for torture if you think about it) it is unforgettable and not one I want to forget. I love the psychological aspect of this novel and I’m happy I finally dove in and gave into the hype! This rollercoaster read should definitely be on your radar!

I bought an ecopy of this novel. This is my honest opinion.

The Au Pair by Emma Rous #BookReview

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Seraphine Mayes and her brother Danny are the first set of twins to be born at Summerbourne House. But on the day they were born their mother threw herself to her death, their au pair fled, and the village thrilled with whispers of a stolen baby.

Now twenty-five, and mourning the recent death of her father, Seraphine uncovers a family photograph taken on the day the twins were born featuring both parents posing with just one baby. Seraphine soon becomes fixated with the notion that she and Danny might not be twins after all, that she wasn’t the baby born that day and that there was more to her mother’s death than she has ever been told…

Why did their beloved au pair flee that day?
Where is she now?
Does she hold the key to what really happened?

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Is it too soon to have a first possible candidate for my top 10 list this year?

It all starts with a photograph Seraphine finds after her father’s death. In it, there’s a toddler and one baby in her mother’s arms. The photo was taken on the day she and her brother Danny were born, and it’s also the day her mother committed suicide. So what happened that day and why is there only one baby and not two in the photograph where she’s still posing so proudly?

The novel is told in alternate chapters by Seraphine looking for the truth and by Laura, the au pair who stayed with the family 25 years earlier. Soon enough though Seraphine receives threats, there’s someone who doesn’t want her to find out the truth? Who and why?

This novel is very very mysterious and it almost hurt thinking so much about what happened 25 years ago. My gut feeling was right about who was behind all the threats but there was a lot more that I wasn’t able to figure out. The author tried to shroud the mystery even more with added gossip about sprites which was all well and good but I didn’t let that stand in my way, the fact remained that there were too many babies and then not enough babies and the whole thing was just a very complicated puzzle. One that I loved to unravel of course. Even when I connected the right dots about the Mayes family, I still remained unsure who the baby in the picture was, Seraphine or Danny… I wasn’t let down in the end though and my twist-and-turn craving heart was more than satisfied with this read.

I really enjoyed the writing in The Au Pair and I definitely want to read this author’s next novel.

I bought a paperback copy of this novel. This is my honest opinion.

Too Late by Colleen Hoover #BookReview

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Sloan will go through hell and back for those she loves. And she does so, every single day. Caught up with the alluring Asa Jackson, a notorious drug trafficker, Sloan has finally found a lifeline to cling to, even if it’s meant compromising her morals. She was in dire straits trying to pay for her brother’s care until she met Asa. But as Sloan became emotionally and economically reliant on him, he in turn developed a disturbing obsession with her – one that becomes increasingly dangerous every day.

When undercover DEA agent Carter enters the picture, Sloan’s surprised to feel an immediate attraction between them, despite knowing that if Asa finds out, he will kill him. And Asa has always been a step ahead of everyone in his life, including Sloan. No one has ever gotten in his way.

No one except Carter.

Together, Sloan and Carter must find a way out before it’s too late . . .

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star three and a half

Too Late is the first novel I read from my Christmas stack because I have to read at least one CoHo book each year and I simply didn’t want to wait any longer. If I’m not mistaken this is the 20th book by Colleen Hoover that I read (I started reading when she was working on her Slammed series so there was no backlog, the only way I could have done it) and she’s definitely the author I’ve read most.

There’s never a bad book by this author and yet I wouldn’t recommend Too Late to readers who are new to CoHo because it’s different from her usual work. I knew it was going to be darker but it still got to me.

Asa – Sloan’s boyfriend – is a guy I wanted to strangle. He has no respect for women in general (there’s a lot of foul language) or for Sloan, he forces himself upon her again and again, views her as his possession, I simply didn’t see any good in him. You want to get far far away from such a person basically and yet you have to read about him and how he’s Sloan’s only option. To make matters even worse, while I was yelling in my head to her to just get away from him, he manages to tie her even closer to him. Sure, there’s a reason why he is the way he turned out and it all goes back to his childhood but that didn’t redeem him in my eyes, he didn’t deserve Sloan, end of it.

Carter, ah Carter is the good guy who falls for Sloan while undercover. Of course she’s going to fall for a decent, normal guy who pays her some attention, it wasn’t very surprising. I enjoyed the danger that loomed over them if Asa were to find out they were going for lunch together, let alone the rest of it… Speaking of, the rest of it didn’t feel very romantic at all, I had higher hopes but maybe this wouldn’t fit with this kind of story and it would feel a bit too much if there were candles and everything.

Too Late is a novel about life with a drug kingpin, it’s harsh and tragic. There’s danger for Sloan and for Carter and towards the end the tension is certainly turned up a notch of ten. The undercover operation isn’t really explored and it’s more about the dynamics between Sloan, Asa, a few side characters at the house and Carter. It’s not a happy story and while the ending was as satisfying as could be, everything that happened before made the biggest mark on me.

While a good read it’s not one of my favorite novels by her. If you’re looking for romance I suggest you pick another one of CoHo’s books.

I bought a paperback copy of this novel. This is my honest opinion.

The Island by Catherine Cooper #BookReview

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The perfect escape, or the perfect trap?

When a select group of influencers and journalists receive an exclusive invitation to a luxury resort in the Maldives, it seems like the ultimate press trip.

But when the island is cut off during a storm and people start dying, it looks like someone has murder in mind.

Are the guests really who they seem to be, or does each one of them have a secret to hide?

Something they would kill for?

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Malia can’t believe her luck when she’s invited to promote the Ketenangan resort in the Maldives, owned by Henry and Ophelia Cadwallader. She’s an influencer but she hadn’t gained a massive following yet, so a red flag came up immediately for me, especially since half of the story is told via her. She’s easy to identify with though (although definitely more adventurous than me because I don’t think I would dare to eat fugu), she has no attitude and is simply enjoying everything as it comes, yet I wondered throughout the story why this choice… I could have known if I’d have thought it through more probably but sometimes it’s just as nice to be surprised right?

Ah the Maldives, the descriptions of the resort, the location (with its own turtle sanctuary!) and everything the invited journalists and influencers were able to experience, who wouldn’t be envious?! Then again, when something looks too good to be true it usually is… I enjoyed that the author played on that and made me feel anxious for what was to come… There were a couple of false starts and some red herrings and the anticipation was steadily building. When someone doesn’t feel well, is it someone’s doing or simply a case of too much food and drink? Ah the uncertainty was great but killing me too. If you’re a reader who wants to jump right into the action of looking for a killer you might be disappointed here, but I was perfectly content to follow their amazing experiences at the resort… those bodies will still come you know.

At 70% in I had managed to find a suspect – because of a teeny tiny clue mentioned when looking for clues about someone else in a room – and it felt like a small victory to me but then I only had a name and I didn’t even know half of it by then. I enjoyed getting to know the younger versions of some of the characters in the other timeline set in the 1990s and what they were really made of. In the end I did feel for Alexander, I don’t know if it is justified or not but I wouldn’t have let it end for him the same as the author did (I’m not saying with this that he died). The motive was a bit so and so for me, the MO however was inventive and the story as a whole had me wanting to read it in one go.

This is a perfect novel for armchair travelers. As the author mentions in the story some place and shocked me a bit because it never even crossed my mind but ‘how many people have died in hotel beds? Do they always throw them away? I doubt it.’ Yeah I’m fine staying home now :-). I can’t wait to see which new high-upscale place I’ll read about next!

I bought an ecopy of this novel. This is my honest opinion.

My top 10 favorite reads of 2023

My top 10 favorite books of 2023

As the year nears its end again, there’s only one post left to publish. I read 61 novels this year (including a few audiobooks) and here’s my top 10 of 2023:

Of course there were many more books to go on this list (I love all books by Riley Sager so he was on it as well before I had to cull it) but I chose the ones that made the biggest impression on me regarding twist and/or emotion (it’s probably not a coincidence that I read most in the last half year and remember those better). Of these 10 I have some of my all-time favorite authors (Feeney, Adams and Cavanagh) but I also have four new authors to me: Ruth Hogan, Jane Casey, Frances Quinn and Sarah J Naughton so yay!

So do we have any books in common or titles on this list that you might want to read? Do let me know!

Well now that all’s said for this year I only have one last statement to make and it’s this:

out with the old, in with the new, wishing a happy new reading year to all of you!