What’s it about?
In this riveting debut novel, See What I Have Done, Sarah Schmidt recasts one of the most fascinating murder cases of all time into an intimate story of a volatile household and a family devoid of love.
On the morning of August 4, 1892, Lizzie Borden calls out to her maid: Someone’s killed Father. The brutal ax-murder of Andrew and Abby Borden in their home in Fall River, Massachusetts, leaves little evidence and many unanswered questions. While neighbors struggle to understand why anyone would want to harm the respected Bordens, those close to the family have a different tale to tell—of a father with an explosive temper; a spiteful stepmother; and two spinster sisters, with a bond even stronger than blood, desperate for their independence.
As the police search for clues, Emma comforts an increasingly distraught Lizzie whose memories of that morning flash in scattered fragments. Had she been in the barn or the pear arbor to escape the stifling heat of the house? When did she last speak to her stepmother? Were they really gone and would everything be better now? Shifting among the perspectives of the unreliable Lizzie, her older sister Emma, the housemaid Bridget, and the enigmatic stranger Benjamin, the events of that fateful day are slowly revealed through a high-wire feat of storytelling.
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Review
I didn’t know anything about the Lizzie Borden case before I started this book. Well I’ve heard reference made to the case in the past of course but didn’t know the full details (I had a movie with Christina Ricci waiting for me to watch which they gave on tv recently but I deliberately didn’t watch until after finishing this novel and it bore many similarities, even in details, apart from the stranger) so this was all new to me at the time and I can’t compare to the real details of the case or other stories, because appearantly there have been a few already.
I’ve seen this novel getting some mixed reviews and I did finish it so it was perfectly readable but I admit I struggled a bit as well to get to the end. The lyrical prose in this novel wasn’t really a style I’m used to and I never found myself enjoying it quite as much as I wanted.
The opening of this novel was great though, I was revved up from the very first pages because that’s where Lizzie Borden finds her dead father. She kind of gave me the creeps from the moment I met her because she finds her father dead and mutilated and her reactions were strange and yes, even disturbing. Her observations all through the story are an attack on all your senses. She’s very descriptive and direct in what she sees all through the story, even smells are described vividly, but there is not an emotional side to her so it was not possible for me to really connect with her. She should be a grown woman of 32 at the time of the murders but comes accross as a petulant child, not all the time but definitely more than once. Who in the world wants their sister if they’ve had a nightmare at that age?
We are told the story from four interesting points of view: Lizzie, her older sister Emma, the maid Bridget and an acquaintance to their Uncle John, Benjamin. The storyline however is never delivered in a straightforward way, there are snippets here and there and scenes and events are revisited many times, leaving me none the wiser about what really happened on that fateful day. What is evident though is the fact that the little family was far from being perfect and everyone wanted to escape their suffocating bonds in some way. The relationship between the sisters is peculiar and toxic. They dislike each other but love each other just as much. Everyone could have done it in theory but this novel is not set out to be a real hunt for the killer. The reason for the killing is never spoken of in words or explained but all that was going on in that house gives an idea what was playing and the reason why it could have happened.
I especially got a good feel for the atmosphere surrounding the events in this novel, which was this books greatest strength and I think the ending of the novel was not too surprising but rather a logical conclusion and confirmation of my thoughts, one I can can certainly live with.
Nice to know: The paperback edition of this novel has an interactive cover that you can activate by using an app called blippar. You can see the pear being eaten by insects. You can see it here : pic.twitter.com/stV3xqJ3kq
I received a free copy from the publisher in exchange for my honest opinion.
I definitely agree with you even though I dnf-ed it. You wrote a nice review explaining the reason why you found it to be lacking something and I salute you for that. Also I had no idea that it had an interactive cover! So cool!
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Thank you. I wish I could have appreciated this one more but it is what it is, it irked me in too many ways. I really wanted to read a paper copy of this one when I saw the interactive cover, I think it’s megacool too :-).
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Great review Inge! Was it graphic in it’s descriptions of the murders?
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Thank you Nicki. No it wasn’t too graphic in my opinion but it shocked and disturbed in other ways. When you just found your father dead and you ask who’s going to wash him as a reaction, it feels just all wrong :-).
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It does sound disturbing and a wrong reaction.
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It’s a shame that it didn’t quite live up to its expectation, sounds like quite a confusing book 🙂
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It’s got many great reviews though but I couldn’t feel it in this one. The character was too strange and the prose was not ordinary.. it’s different and I guess I’m not fond of different ;-).
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Sorry to hear you weren’t such a fan of this one. I’ve been waiting on this book since last year so I’m still looking forward to reading it. We’ll see how it goes haha 😋
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I’m the same? I’ve seen quite a few who dnf’ed it or it wasn’t quite to their taste but I’ve had my heart set on reading it for so long, I’m going to read it no matter what the reviews say 😊
Love your detailed review though Inge, and I’ll certainly bare in mind some points you’ve raised, when I’m reading it 😊
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Agreed Janel. I’ll try to go into it a bit less excited haha. I actually watched that TV series with Christina Ricci and while it was kind of trashy as hell, I really liked it at the same time and I love everything non-fiction so I’m still looking forward to it as it’s about Lizzie Borden 🙂
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You might like it, you’re more open-minded and experimental in your reading. Either you’ll love it or you’ll hate it, I think the middle is not possible for this one. I certainly look forward to your review!
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I’ve got in my basket to buy as soon as it’s released!
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It has many raving reviews too so you might love it, I hope you do! It was just too different for me and she was just so weird and unemotional that I didn’t feel I was really into it.
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That’s fair enough. Not all books can be for everyone!
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You’ve put into words what I’ve been feeling about this one, I struggled so much with this book & had such high hopes for it. Was thinking I was broken or something as everyone had been raving about this book 😕
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Nono you’re normal and not broken ;-). I’m happy I’m not the only one either who feels this way. I’ve seen it’s getting many great reviews too and I just don’t see it. I’m happy I’m done with the pear-eating all the time and the mutton broth.
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Ah, man! I got this from Edelweiss and I don’t usually read anything outside the fantasy genre lately…but this looked good (and my version had a beautiful bird on the cover of the advertised book), so I requested it. Now I’m not so eager to read it!
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Oh I’m sorry if this put you off, but if it’s any consolation, it’s getting many raving reviews too! Lizzie has pigeons so that’s why there are covers with the bird, and they have a pear orchard (and they eat pears often) so that’s why others have the pear. I look forward to your review and see what you think! Maybe you don’t mind crazy-ass personalities as much as I do.
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Hahaha we will have to see!! 😂
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What a cool cover! I’ve never seen an interactive cover before, nice to know this exists 🙂
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Thank you Samantha! I didn’t know it existed either until I saw this one. There are a few others but not that many yet.. I’m hoping it’ll become a trend in the future.
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I just couldn’t get into this one, I’ve put it aside thinking maybe it was just my mood but I’m not sure it is for me. Great review! x
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It’s a peculiar book isn’t it ;-). It’s not one to everyone’s taste I guess because of its style. I didn’t want to give up because I received a copy and wanted to review it like intended but it was more because I had to than out of want ;-). Thanks for making me feel better. Good to know I’m not the only one!
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Thanks for the honest opinion and I don’t think I’ll be picking this up soon… I’m not in the mood I think! Perfect review!
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Thank you, I’m not going to try and twist your arm this time ☺️ even though there are just as many readers who really like this one very much.
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I think, since I started following your blog, this is the first time I see a 2 star review… and let me tell you- a brilliantly written and explained 2 star review. I can’t see how anyone could argue with your points…
I’ve come across the interactive cover before.. maybe even because you mentioned it? It’s defo cool and creepy at the same time…
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That’s possible, since I started blogging I’ve had less disappointments than before but there’s still the odd one.. I hate writing such a review, it’s much harder too but it just didn’t work for me and I’ve tried my best. I’m happy you and everybody else received it so well. Maybe you should read it, I’m sure this would be a highly entertaining review 😆. She was too weird for me. Yes I’ve mentioned the cover before in my www-post, good memory ! Thanks Liis for your kind comment ❤️
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It’s really is difficult to write a less than positive review, especially when it’s just a ‘meh’ book and not a complete rant! 😀 But you were very respectful and… uh… I feel challenged now 😀 I’d love to read just to review it… maybe… 😉
Yay for good memory! That’s a first! XD
And you’re very welcome! ❤
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I love the insight you provided into your experience with this one. The Lizzie Borden case is one that has always intrigued me. I cannot help but wonder how this one would sit with me. Although your failure to connect makes me quite hesitant.
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I think it’s intriguing to many but this one has no investigation really (no POV from the police), it’s mainly atmospheric and family history. If you’re not sure you can always watch the movie which I liked better than the book because it doesn’t revisit the same again and again.
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That is a good idea actually 😉 I will have to see about it.
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Great review Inge. I like how detailed your review was even if the book didn’t quite meet your expectations.
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Thank you Diana, this book is liked by many really but it wasn’t my cup of tea.
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